i feel sad that i wont be able to remember all these funny things in time.
but i guess what matters is i havent felt like i wasted a day since working.
even though maybe they are just acquaintances. or not very deep friends,
we've enjoyed each others company much.
the good thing is that we dont feel the need to think whether or not i like someone's character. how they can do things well.
but rather you just think of how comfortable you are with someone.
and thats quite comforting considering the constant struggles i had in jc. somewhat the opposite.
where everyday someone judges another for something he/she does.

so ill just say that im happy.
but i wish to do more in my life really.

I suddenly lost the twitter bug.
i used to tweet about 3 times a day but for days i havent been tweeting.
hahahaha it might be a good sign. i think im happier and worry-free nowadays.
no one comes to this blog anymore since its been years since i last posted.
hahahaha.
or since i abandoned it actually.
i just suddenly felt like blogging.
the need to tell everyone my story is a part of me that can never change.
aahahahaha
todays my first day of work!!!!
first job of my life.
hahaha i really really ALWAYS wanted to be a waitress since young.
im finally one!!!
and i figured why waiters love to keep refilling your tea (which gets really annoying esp when you are waiting for it to cool and they heat it up again. argh)
but hahahah seriously we have nth to do so we just do it. and we're told to do so anyway.
sooo i made some acquaintances
they are all friendly.
but its like i dont quite fit in yet. after all im quite awkward and they have known each other for awhile. hahahaha.
nevertheless i felt quite happy that the manager said i was learning fast.
even though i thought it was just normal and appropriate.
hahaha.
im not that excited over getting a job anymore
but theres sufficient interest for me to remain in this job.
i get excited when people say they want to visit me!! yay!
now ive got to go and put stupid cream on my stupid sisters back.
hahahahahaha.
ok bye