I JUST RMBED STH ELSE TO ADD.
MY MEMORY IS GETTING WORSE.
TODAY.
I OFFERED MY COUSIN TO HELP BRING DOWN SOME TINY BASKET OF PEN AND STUFF.
AND THEN
I WENT DOWN WITHOUT TAKING ANYTHING. D:
AND THE OTHER TIME.
GLT ASK ME GO HER CCA BOOTH.
AND I COULDNT EVEN RMB ABOUT IT
WHEN SHE ASKED ME ABOUT IT.
(i forgot to go. hehe)
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AND AND
MY SHORT TERM MEMORY REALLY SHORT.
I CANT EVEN RMB WAD I ATE YST.
AND I KEEP FORGETTING STUFF RIGHT AFTER I THINK ABOUT IT.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

NOW IS MY SELF REFLECTION AND PERSUASION SESSION WITH MYSELF.
TRY NOT TO READ.
ITS ABIT RUBBISH.

I THINK IM BECOMING MORE VULGAR.
MAYBE NOT REALLY.
BUT NOW I KEEP SAYING SHIT.
AND FREAKING.
AND WTH.
AND making diao face. i dun like when i make diao faces.
AND WALAU.
KAY. FROM TODAY ONWARDS.
MY SHIT CAN ONI BE USED WHEN I SAY OH SHIT. I FORGOT STH.
OK. MAYBE COZ I FORGET MORE STUFF RECENTLY TTS WHY I SAY MORE OF IT.
AND FREAKING. WILL CHANGE TO VERY.
AND WTH WILL CHANGE TO ER.. OK. TRY SAY IT LESSER.
AND WALAU WILL STAY FOR SPECIAL USES. BUT SHOULD CHANGE IT TO. EHHH? OR &@**_#*)_!#
OK.
AND I HAVE TO STOP TYPING EVERYTHING IN CAPS.
ok.
and and!
i need to try talk abit softer.
coz my voice too loud.
and also! coz i talk too loudly for a long period of time.
i start getting headache.
and im becoming more talkative.
coz i have to talk immediately once i think of sth funny
if not ill forget.
so it all returns to my memory again. D:
and and.
i shall not do evil eye expressions.
coz it looks insulting.
yes yes.
and i cannot be selfish
and cannot scold other ppl. unless its for fun.
and thus.
in process of trying to change this evil talk of mine.
i shall make up words so i can use instead of them.
like. maybe:
you tortoise butt! &@#(&*)*!)_
or. you.. er. ill think about this later.
or or. say sth in other lang so they dun understand
like. MUCHIASHIKI!
KONOYAROU!
MUSUNOTONGACHI!
not sure if correct. but wrong aso good.
then oni i understand.
haha.
ok.
THE END OF SELF PERSUASION.
BYEBYE.